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sick...

2006-06-21T19:53:00.000-07:00

Woke up this morning slightly feverish again.......i'm taking longer than usual to get well and i miss my squash trainings. It's been a week since i last trained because of my flu and fever. Coach won't let me hit a few balls too.Really miss squash. There still lots to study and projects to complete and this is already the last week of the holidays. Once school resumes on monday it's test...Want to get well before MST. Mum says i'm getting weaker and weaker....now a days always hit by the flu bug. Maybe it's because i don't finish up the medicine after i get well which i'm suppose too. Well it's back to work again.

sick....

2006-06-19T00:26:00.000-07:00

haven't really recovered from fever yet......slight fever still....slept the whole of yesterday...whole body was aching and was shivering.....it's so not fun to fall sick......plus i don't like to see the doctor..Dad said i will fall sick because i've been home late and slept very late the past few days so that's why he won't let me go to school today...he asked me to see the doctor too but was lazy...told him i'm alright already.....angie and faith talked till past midnight yesterday kinda disturbed me but i was too tired to mention.....well there's still lots to do, projects and revision so got to go

sports...

2006-06-11T07:38:00.000-07:00

Just came back from squash......lol.....wasn't so bad today.......tomorrow i'll be playing again, probably have one of my seniors over to coach me and angie....yeah......had tkd today too.....was fun teaching the young ones even though they were a little naughty.....lol.......went to visit my aunt in the hospital today...she's a strong woman considering what she is going through.......i'm sad that her family is now broken. I pity my young cousins too, but it's the grown ups stuff so it's best that we don't interfere. Lots of stories start popping up about the family too.Stuff that i don't know what to do about it or there's nothing i can do. It's difficult though not being able to do anything. All i can do is to lend a listening ear. Mum says she can see angie and i enjoying poly life and i would very much agree.....lol......it has been fun so far even though most of the time i'm home very late. Miss those little talk just us girls and mum...lol

today.....

2006-06-10T01:17:00.000-07:00

Well nothing much really happened the past few days. Every week i' m only looking forward to squash trainings......the training isn't all that tough....did physical training and hitting balls that's all. My backhand still suck, can't hit properly yet but i'm trying. Yesterday had squash training for about 4 hours...so fun...wasn't all that tired....angie and i did more than what was required cuz we really enjoyed it. I think angie is struggling with school work too. Her classmates depend mostly on her and there are some things which she doesn't know how to do. I'm trying to help her as much as i can but i have things to do too. We both have about the same workload but i guess because her class isn't that cooperative as mine so she has a harder time coping. Have been going home rather late too so didn't see my mum much......I think we miss out a lot not being together as often as before. Haven't been down to the club lately either. Well guess because i have no idea what to do there. Even if i'm there i feel like studying not laze around, so i'm not as close as angie is to the people there. Anyway i have fun hanging out with hafidz, nich and joe as it doesn't reaaly matter if i miss out in some of the fun at the club. Faith told me lots of her secrets too and i kept it from everyone else. I'm not sure if i should tell someone because i think the "secrets" are affecting her a little too much. I think letting her carry on that way would do her bad but if i start talking to her she'll think i'm nagging but by not saying anything i don't want her to think i'm encouraging her. Tried talking to her about the "secret" but she would always keep quiet than stop telling me anything, so i need to find another way to talk to her. I guess i'll have to take this step by step....sometimes she got to learn things the hard way...